awkward conversations with myself

I am considering the termination of this blog.  I have not been the J I wanted to be for a year now.   A year since I dropped away from my personal journey of weight loss.

I am lacking the will to even complete this blog post.

to be continued

~ J

Book of J: Chapter 77

1  existing alone
     understanding my complex thoughts
          quitting old habits

2  incomplete heart
     nothing to fill emptiness
          ultimately

3  magical being
     accepting who I am not
          imagination

4  jokes made in bad taste
     minute certainty of love
          amazing is who I am
               it is not enough