Get out of MyFace

Friday night while watching television I looked over to my cellular device to see if there were any new Facebook updates since the last time I checked (3 minutes ago).

It was then I realized that in some small way I had an addiction.

Constantly checking my Facebook status, and even though I made it a point to NEVER use my cellular device at the dinner table, during conversations, I always 'checked in' to a place just to have a facebook presence.

Over the weekend I made a decision to avoid social networking site.  I still have the urge to check my phone, but to avoid temptation I deleted the app.

I seem to be getting along well without the knowledge that my brother drank his fifth beer, or the Timmy was constipated, or someone had to share the word F**K with the world (followed by 32 comments and as many 'likes'???).

I know I used the Facebookery to get my obscure messages across, but I still have my blog.

~J

After hours

Is when the fun begins.

Oh the tales spun, woven by the spiders and coiled in snakes.

Rummaging through the nonsensical matter to find the heart of truth.

Lies are truths: truths are lies does any of this really matter if we believe both one in the same.

They drink up the poisoned words like an elixir.

But to me is like a knife to the guy, as only the tales spun of gold gives me strength in humanities hope.

~ J

Feeling to long

For every decision we do not make somewhere in an alternate reality is a duplicate of us taking that path we abandoned.

I wished I had a window that can peer into one of these worlds where we chose right instead of left, coke instead of pepsi, I love you instead if ignore....

Looking through this window i saw a world without 'J' and frankly I was disturbed.

~ J

Preventing the end of the world

It seems like the events I set into motion were able to prevent (yet again) the end of the world.

Once again we were at the precipice of an apocalypse brought to us by doomsayers and false prophets.

Risking everything I went up against some unsavory elements and bending my moral compass in order to save humanity.

So until next time...

~J

"When you do things right, people won't be sure you've done anything at all." - B. B. Rodriguez

Calling home

I found myself in the habit of putting myself down instead of building myself up.
I have faced some pretty challenging things in my life. However building my own character seems to be a trying feet where I fail at time and time again.
How can I be an encouraging force in the lives of others when after all I continue to discourage myself.
All this begins with one simple question...
...am I happy?
~ J

Conversation with the universe

I am right here.

I can feel the breeze from the solar winds propelling the sails of serendipity across an infinite plain.

Sifting through the cold an expanse surrounded by billions of patternistic lights keeping me company yet so far a longing to touch one overcomes me.

I choose the closest one and point my evening ship toward it in hopes to reach within my life time. I travel miles and miles and the faint glimmer of my glowing goal never changes and remains aloof.

I continue to admire it from afar traveling at less than the speed of light but staying still.

~ J

Forgiveness

 

Is a hollow victory.  Worthless in meaning and intent.

Forgiveness will only bring an innate resentment to fruition which will lead to eventual anger then hatred.

There is no meaning to this word; humans should not bother with forgiveness for it will lead to a destructive path.

We cannot find hope only desperation by even the mere attempt of forgiveness.

Do not waste your time with forgiveness.

 

Until you are ready to forgive yourself.

 

~J

'you are right they do not remember J'

'how could they, he never existed, he served his purpose'