2013.5

Wow folks today marks the official halfway point of 2013 and the only thing I can think of saying is: 176 days until Christmas!

Happy New Year!

Endings without beginnings

The first half of 2013 is almost over, the highs and lows were exhausting.

I realize now I cannot write, a wordsmith I am no longer. 

My thoughts escape me I am now just putting words to the screen attempting to make sense to the thoughts that swim around my skull, bouncing through the hollows that a brain once occupied, witnessing first hand the points of my IQ drop.

Not sure what I am doing wrong to suffer so much rejection in my life, the only way to avoid hurt is to avoid people (says the people person).

Endings before beginnings

The first half of 2013 is almost over; the highs and lows were exhausting.

I realize now I cannot write; a wordsmith, I am no longer. 

My thoughts escape me. I am now just putting words to the screen, attempting to make sense of the ideas that swim around my skull, bouncing through the hollows that a brain once occupied, witnessing the points of my IQ drop.

Not sure what I am doing wrong to suffer so much rejection in my life; the only way to avoid hurt is to prevent people (says the people person).

~ j

(I know this is a duplicate post, but I liked this title, so I kept it. Also, I inserted some extra words in this one. Let's see if you can find them)