This week in J Fin

I dreamt the last knight that I was a rogue warrior that could transport between two time periods; for me to save the past from an ugly war against a demonic force from an alternate reality, I had to travel to the future to gather clues that can either lead to the demise of our monstrous enemies or figure out the best road to humanities survival.

Seeing a beautiful world with rolling hills and stunning castles, and thick forests, then traveling to the future to see this magical place corrupted by modern technology, humanity's carbon footprint, and layers of forest to be replaced by a concrete jungle.

To sift through the modern madness to find clues of a war that took place over two thousand years in the past was difficult.

I could turn invisible; I used this to make my way through the enemy camps in the past and buildings in the future that was otherwise not accessible to mere mortals.

Ultimately, I learned that losing the war would prevent humanity's self-destruction by their very 'progression' and preserve the beauty of the past for thousands of years.

weird dream

Darienism #102

I can't even make a good joke cause I just end up making myself laugh.

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Reflection

underground you go
reduced to sheep, gods no more
alone? she is not.

zero courage......you
I will not honor your pact
my prison! I Choose!

©2013 http://www.KinseMySweetHero.com

My musical montage

I was watching this show the other day where this guy was interested
in this lady who had been on a few casual dates.

The guy wanted to bring their relationship to the next level but, at first,
did not know how. Until he and his childhood buddy concluded that he
needed a 'musical montage' moment as the catalyst to achieve this
goal.

I thought how awesome that was; then I realized I had a few 'musical
montage' moments with someone, although it did not go the way of how
the tv show dude was going with his; I would have to say my 'musical
The montage moments were pretty fucking spectacular!


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The Clip Show

Monday, I completed the setup of a new school's technology; I am in awe at the new school's principal over the summer. She watched as the dream of her new school opened close to being shattered as the summer break concluded, and construction on her new site never started.

Although she lives 200 miles from the AZ capitol, she was the Phoenix here, rising from the ashes and putting together a school in three days!

I am glad to witness this no easy feat, receiving little help from above and plenty of opposition from mean-spirited parents; she was the strong person here; I wish I could have done more to aid her, but I am only a simple IT person.

See In Love

you see into me
     eyes so deep I am longing
          knowing you is hard

now you must be strong
     our future is unknown
          my hope is anew

© 2013 Kinse, My Sweet Hero

Is it a prerequisite for janitors....

...to resemble Scooby Doo villains?

J

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I went to buy a 5 hour energy drink

Accidentally picked up 'decaf'

Duck that shit! Decaf? What's the point, might as well buy NyQuil.

J

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If at first you don't succeed

Try again
If at second you don't succeed
Try again
If at third you don't succeed
Try again

If at fourth you don't succeed
Try again
If at fifth you don't succeed
Try again

If at sixth you don't succeed
Try again

If at seventh you don't succeed
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If at eighth you don't succeed
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If at ninth you don't succeed
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If at tenth you don't succeed
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If at eleventh you don't succeed
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If at twelfth you don't succeed
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If at thirteenth you don't succeed
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If at fourteenth you don't succeed
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If at fifteenth you don't succeed
Try again

If at sixteenth you don't succeed
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If at seventeenth you don't succeed
Try again

If at eighteenth you don't succeed
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If at nineteenth you don't succeed
Try again

If at twentieth you don't succeed
Try again

If at twenty-first you don't succeed
Try again

If you don't get it by the twenty-second time

then its probably a good idea for a career change!

J

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If you can't laugh at yourself

Then it would help if you came up with better material.

J

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To be cool and edgy I legally changed my middle name to 'Danger'

To be dark and mysterious I legally changed my first name to 'Stranger'

J

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Breadcrumbs

This past couple of months, my journey has taken me through a pretty dark forest.

As I traversed the burdensome obstacles, I was faced with choices I made in years past

Not in recent history, but going back over six years.

Not sure why my mind is drudging up the decisions I made I long ago forgave myself for; the guilt of those choices weighs me down.

Things I did from childhood into my late twenties, yell at me like some mad woman looking for anyone to pay attention to her, even if it is negative attention.

Some are blurred; others come in with crystal clarity. I could almost smell and hear the sites and sounds of this troubling past engulf me.

People I caused turmoil with pleading to me, asking me why...

How did I allow these demons to enter my sanctuary once again, almost as if there was something from that time that was calling out to me, only to be drowned out by the anguish of my sins?

Something I need to remember floating at the edge of the murk being dredged up, a lingering memory like when you feel you left the stove on or the house unlocked when you are well on your way on vacation.

So I search through these dark woods for an answer, avoiding the overwhelming guilt threatening to overtake me, hoping that the breadcrumbs I leave behind lead me back home.

Fucking birds

Good Bye July

You gave us so much, the height of summer heat, the fourth day of the month, er.....a month that starts with the letter "J"? Yeah, so it had nothing to offer, but it was July.

It is also the gateway month to the second half of the year; not sure why that is significant, only a reminder that 2013 is slowly coming to an end, never to be seen again, forever eclipsed in the memories of those who existed in it, grateful to those who were born in it, mournful to those who past in it.

Thank you, July.

August, you better not fuck it up!

~ the all so humble