cracked candlestick holders, melted gnomes

This is my 19th evening straight of my workouts, I have been working out before three to five times a week, but this is the 19th day in a row since I started my next level in self improvement.

It took years of planning, cultivating, and money to sculpt myself to the 420lb obese blob you've met in 2008, so I cannot expect my results to be that evident in a mere month.

It is just so easy to stray.

The temptation at times can be too great.

The burden greater.

but when I see myself in the mirror

when I see myself through other peoples eyes

I know what I need to do

even if today is my last day

at least I know I left this life fighting.

A person often meets his destiny on the road he took to avoid it. ~Jean de La Fontaine