W4: D21; ...To accept the things I cannot change.

Oh boy this is a broad statement to say the least, especially speaking to a person who wants to change the world.

As human beings we are flawed creatures, constantly making the wrong decisions.

My idea of attempting to change an environment governed by chaos only fed into my insanity.

This insanity fed into my addiction.

In a world of constant consequence the only things we can truly change is ourselves.

So as the second line in the serenity prayer states:

God,
Grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change
...

A key to my survival in overcoming such an enormous addiction is 'acceptance' by this one word I am makeing a leap into the correct direction of recovery.

And the acception of things I cannot change is a difficult choice, by by accepting this we gain a better understanding of our environment and then our selves.

~ J

Book of J, Chapter 77: