W3: D20; Grant me the serenity

At this point I now recognize that I allowed my addiction to take control of my life.

Although I have been free from 'binging' for over a year, this does not mean I am free from my addiction ruling my self.

At this point I need to find a place to grant me serenity, the serenity I need to escape the driving force of my vice.

I found solace in a variety of places, but I see now that I need to seek my serenity from peers that lived the out-of-control lifestyle I found myself trapped in.

I have restored my faith in humanity through a close friend, who (unbeknownst to her) showed me that there are still people in the world who actually care and thrive on others positivity.  I am not explaining this properly, but my questioning humanity is a separate topic of discussion.

I am grateful to discover a group of individuals who share similar stories.

Thank you for stopping by

~ J

Book of J, Chapter 22:

1  I am like the wind.  I can be the calm breeze on a warm summer day.  If someone should stand against you; I will be the hurricane a force to be reckoned with.
2  I am like a rock.  No matter what negative force should come against me, my resolve will not break; no matter what I will be a stable force, I will always be there and never turn away.
3  I am as fire.  I will bring a life giving warmth when times seem cold.  In turn I will give you a burning desire to live life, fire the soul so you can make it through the day
4  I am water.  Overtime I can wear away your hardened heart.  Wash away your fears and resentments, cleanse old wounds.
5  I am spirit.  I am steadfast.  Free of doubt, with a higher clarity of purpose and understanding of my reality.
I am J.